Tag Archives: Roxy

End of October Update

Tons going on lately… are you ready? Date Number 2 with Ruby!  We’ve been heating things up over the interwebs and she’s now promising to pounce on me this Saturday.  YES!  We’re going to have dinner and drinks at various … Continue reading

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Fifth Blogaversary Celebration.. More Exposure

I love this picture, it’s one of my favorites, orginally posted as an HNT.  My beloved Roxy took this one while we were in New York for the New York Sex Bloggers Calendar Release party in November 2009.   This … Continue reading

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Fifth Blogaversary Celebration… Scavenger Hunt!

In honor of five years of Butchtastic, let’s have a scavenger hunt!  Let’s have a winner and a prize!  Who’s in? ———– THE CONTEST —————————- I’ll be collecting entries until Midnight, October 7th.  The most complete entry will be declared … Continue reading

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Fifth Blogaversary Celebration: First Twitter Profile Pic

This is the first picture I used on Twitter.. this is the one that caught Roxy‘s eye.. the profile picture that launched an amazing love affair… I had no idea when I took this picture what I was setting into … Continue reading

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Dis-Integration… and the Process of Becoming Whole

I can look back on my life now and see that through various relationships and traumatic events, I’ve become a collection of splintered selves, personality shards held together by force of habit and stubbornness, but with less and less connection … Continue reading

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It Got Better

For those of you following along from home, here’s an update on my state of mind and emotions.  Early last week, I was having a prolonged panic/anxiety attack.  Hence the password protected posts.  I was in a very bad place, … Continue reading

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Where I am Today

I don’t know why I thought it would be easy to dive deep with therapy.  I guess my internal shielding mechanisms have been functioning so well that I had no idea how much crap I had to work on.  Turns … Continue reading

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Dis-Connecting

I’ve been feeling a new kind of disconnect or distance internally between myself and the current events that have been so triggering of late.  I’ve been looking at that disconnection to understand it and find out if it’s a good … Continue reading

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Letting Go, Stopping the Endless Loop of Loss

I’ve been struggling in the space between holding on and letting go. Not wanting to let go of what I used to have and also knowing I have to, that if I continue to hang on to this heavy grief … Continue reading

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Happy (?) Friday

“My head is a bed of nails, comfortable for monsters, but beauty won’t stay” I posted that to one of my Facebook pages today, being so full of uncomfortable, negative thoughts and feelings that I knew I’d burst if I … Continue reading

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