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Dis-Connecting

I’ve been feeling a new kind of disconnect or distance internally between myself and the current events that have been so triggering of late.  I’ve been looking at that disconnection to understand it and find out if it’s a good … Continue reading

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Letting Go, Stopping the Endless Loop of Loss

I’ve been struggling in the space between holding on and letting go. Not wanting to let go of what I used to have and also knowing I have to, that if I continue to hang on to this heavy grief … Continue reading

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Pushing Myself

I was thinking last night that in all this opening that I’m doing – opening my mind, my heart, being open to situations that have made me uncomfortable, being vulnerable – I need to be aware of pushing too far, … Continue reading

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Healing Conversation

My wife and I had a conversation the other night, a ground-breaking, amazing conversation.  I ended up staying up late, which I paid for the next day in mindless exhaustion, but I’m glad we did it.  It started with her … Continue reading

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I went walking

Today I went for a walk And I wanted to keep walking Walking away from cubicles and artificial light and artificial drama Away from people and machines Away from connection and responsibility Away from emotions. I was walking along, crying, … Continue reading

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A Mother of a Day

The cracks have turned into jagged breaks and I’m ooozing out all over.  All the thoughts, feelings, impulses… messy, messy, messy… that I’ve been holding down for so long, are bursting out in an ugly tangle.  I guess that’s what … Continue reading

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Song Dedication

I heard a new song today, new to me anyway, on a new album newly imported into my iPod. It made me think of her, of easier times, happier times, before reality crashed our party.  The singer was making promises, … Continue reading

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Handling Change in Relationships or Playing Well With Others, Poly-Style

I’ve started reading Playing Well With Others, by Mollena Williams and Lee Harrington, for myself and for review.  It’s about kinky play but the idea of ‘playing well with others’ certainly extends beyond kink. Lately, I’ve been thinking about how … Continue reading

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My Knight Fantasy

I posted a fantasy yesterday about a knight patiently waiting for a chance to serve his sovereign.  It is at once how I feel in my heart of hearts and also not truthful accounting of reality. The truth is, I’m … Continue reading

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