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Category Archives: slices of life
Fucking Anxiety
I’m a tense ball of unexpected over-reactions. Â Triggered by innocuous statements and requests, my body goes from normal to super-heated and covered in sweat. I don’t smell right when that happens. Â I don’t feel right. I’m tired of the fight-or-flight … Continue reading
Rising Waters
When I experience anxiety attacks, it feels like claustrophobia. My breathing becomes rapid and shallow and I feel like the walls are closing in. Â The other analogy is that the water is rising and I’m struggling to keep my head … Continue reading
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Tagged anxiety attack, panic attack, slices of life, unemployment
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Learning to Say ‘No’
I have once again come to a place where I realize that I’m trying to do too much. Â I’m over committing myself in excess of my resources of time and energy. Â I’m fucking exhausted many days, mostly work days. Â I’m … Continue reading
Super Fun Weekend
I traveled to LA this weekend to help my brother celebrate his Doctorate. Â I went with the other members of our family of origin, joined by his husband’s sister, one of my exes who he’s close to, three long time … Continue reading
Heartbreak Between Friends
Heartbreak can happen between friends, too. There are a lot of songs and about the heartbreak that can result between lovers. Â There aren’t a lot of songs or stories or movies (that I know of) about heartbreak between friends. I’m … Continue reading
So I Should Post Something About My Girlfriend…
Yeah, I know, I’m a big ol’ lazy slacker. Â I’ve been neglecting my blog and neglecting you all. Â It’s not that I haven’t thought about blogging, it’s just that I’m so busy living there doesn’t seem to be enough time … Continue reading
Posted in my love, relationships, slices of life
Tagged Girlfriend, Oregon Girl, relationships
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All Work And No Play…
Makes Kyle a grumpy, tired boy. I have gotten a little down time lately but my days have been dominated by work related stressing and pressure. Â Evening comes around and I just want to watch the tube or read something … Continue reading
What I’m Up To… January Edition
We are about midway through January and I haven’t given you all an update in a while, so here goes. Dating Ruby… Â is awesome. Â We’ve got our next outing planned, in Portland. Â We’ll be going the Queer Honky Tonk and … Continue reading
Posted in dating, parenting, relationships, slices of life, The Novel, writing
Tagged Mrs. Kyle, Pizza Klatch, polyamorous, relationships, Ruby, Spawn1, Spawn2, suburban butch dad, writing
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Dirty December, Day 3 : Dirty Dating, Part 1
Ruby and I have had three dates, twice in Portland, once in Olympia.  Since my whole November got eaten by writing frenzy, I haven’t had a chance to tell you about the last two. She came to Olympia on the … Continue reading
Posted in dating, Dirty December, erotica, relationships, slices of life, turn ons, what do femmes want?
Tagged butch/femme, Dirty December 2013, erotica, Ruby, smut, The Dating Game
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More on Our First Date… Memories I’m Swooning Over
Caught sight of myself in the mirror this morning and saw the light yellow-green evidence of her love bites. Â Touched each of them lightly, then a little harder.. Â she got me good. We’ve been texting back and forth today, things … Continue reading
Posted in dating, slices of life, turn ons
Tagged first date, Portland, Ruby, sexy play time
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