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Category Archives: slices of life
I’m a tense ball of unexpected over-reactions. Triggered by innocuous statements and requests, my body goes from normal to super-heated and covered in sweat. I don’t smell right when that happens. I don’t feel right. I’m tired of the fight-or-flight … Continue reading
When I experience anxiety attacks, it feels like claustrophobia. My breathing becomes rapid and shallow and I feel like the walls are closing in. The other analogy is that the water is rising and I’m struggling to keep my head … Continue reading
I have once again come to a place where I realize that I’m trying to do too much. I’m over committing myself in excess of my resources of time and energy. I’m fucking exhausted many days, mostly work days. I’m … Continue reading
I traveled to LA this weekend to help my brother celebrate his Doctorate. I went with the other members of our family of origin, joined by his husband’s sister, one of my exes who he’s close to, three long time … Continue reading
Heartbreak can happen between friends, too. There are a lot of songs and about the heartbreak that can result between lovers. There aren’t a lot of songs or stories or movies (that I know of) about heartbreak between friends. I’m … Continue reading
Yeah, I know, I’m a big ol’ lazy slacker. I’ve been neglecting my blog and neglecting you all. It’s not that I haven’t thought about blogging, it’s just that I’m so busy living there doesn’t seem to be enough time … Continue reading
Makes Kyle a grumpy, tired boy. I have gotten a little down time lately but my days have been dominated by work related stressing and pressure. Evening comes around and I just want to watch the tube or read something … Continue reading
We are about midway through January and I haven’t given you all an update in a while, so here goes. Dating Ruby… is awesome. We’ve got our next outing planned, in Portland. We’ll be going the Queer Honky Tonk and … Continue reading
Ruby and I have had three dates, twice in Portland, once in Olympia. Since my whole November got eaten by writing frenzy, I haven’t had a chance to tell you about the last two. She came to Olympia on the … Continue reading
Caught sight of myself in the mirror this morning and saw the light yellow-green evidence of her love bites. Touched each of them lightly, then a little harder.. she got me good. We’ve been texting back and forth today, things … Continue reading