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I went walking
Today I went for a walk And I wanted to keep walking Walking away from cubicles and artificial light and artificial drama Away from people and machines Away from connection and responsibility Away from emotions. I was walking along, crying, … Continue reading
Posted in inner voice, The Therapy Chronicles
Tagged hard emotions, introspection, poly is hard, therapy
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Anger
I’ve gotten pretty good at handling the sudden washes of sadness that overcome me like a sneaker wave on the beach. Â I swallow the tears until I can go somewhere to let them flow. I know that it’s best to … Continue reading
Emotion by Committee
Somewhere deep inside, we gather in a cuddle huddle, hanging on to each other, weathering another emotional storm. Â We’re all there, the littles and the bigs, the wise patient sad voices and the young idealistic ones, the solid citizens and … Continue reading
Conversations with the Voice in my Head
voice: Â this is hard me: Â mmhmm… yeah, I won’t argue with that. voice: Â I hate having to be an adult sometimes, can’t we go back to just grabbing what we want and not caring about anyone else? me: ‘go back’? … Continue reading
Posted in inner voice, relationships
Tagged polyamory, voice in my head
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Conversations with the Voice in My Head: Judgement
me: Â the more I think about it, the less I believe there will be a Judgement Day with some wise and timeless outside entity giving us a pass/fail on our lives. voice (barely looking up from the Funny Times): Â mmmm? … Continue reading
Conversation with the Voice in my Head
“Kyle… Kyle… hey, dude, you there?” An insistent voice finally broke through my reverie. “Um… yeah, right here, what?” “Just checking in, you seem pretty spaced out today, what’s going on?” Taking a deep breath of crisp autumn air, I … Continue reading