Author Archives: Kyle

Ask Kyle Anything… Answers (hopefully) to Jenna’s Questions

Jenna asks: A while ago invited your blog readers to ask you anything. So I’m asking. How do you define “in love” and do you think it is possible to maintain an “in love” state with the same person for … Continue reading

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Firm

I watch him walk past for the umpteenth time, my eyes sliding along the top edge of the book I pretend to be reading.  The jeans he’s wearing frame the tight domes of his bubble butt perfectly and I find … Continue reading

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Touch

I had the most amazing massage the other night, and not a relaxation massage, this was a therapeutic massage which means I am walking around with sore spots all over from spots not so tenderly administered to. My massage guy … Continue reading

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I went walking

Today I went for a walk And I wanted to keep walking Walking away from cubicles and artificial light and artificial drama Away from people and machines Away from connection and responsibility Away from emotions. I was walking along, crying, … Continue reading

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An Illustrated Guide to Depression

This recent post on Hyperbole and a Half was recommended to me by Neighbor Femme … Depression Part Two.  If you suffer from depression, anxiety or any of the related emotional mental plagues, you might recognize yourself in this.  If … Continue reading

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A Mother of a Day

The cracks have turned into jagged breaks and I’m ooozing out all over.  All the thoughts, feelings, impulses… messy, messy, messy… that I’ve been holding down for so long, are bursting out in an ugly tangle.  I guess that’s what … Continue reading

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Another Snippet from the Novel: Hick

“That whole ‘hick’ thing you got goin’ on is pretty cute. Works pretty well for ya, dunnit?” She’s sitting across from me, one dainty ankle crossing another, both tucked under her chair. She’s sipping something out of a chimney glass, … Continue reading

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Genderqueer Moments….

Yesterday, I caught a sideways glance of myself in a mirror and it was one of those cognitive dissonance moments.  What I saw was a dude with boobs… as if my head belonged to a guy and was put on someone else’s body. … Continue reading

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Coming Up For Air

Though I have been going through a lot of hard stuff lately, it’s not all gloom and doom, so let’s lighten it up with some of the good things happening in my life: I’m starting therapy today and although some … Continue reading

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Passwords and Protected Posts

This latest protected post has a different password than the last one I did.  If you are interested in reading it, please email me, however, I won’t be giving it to everyone, at least for a while.  This one is … Continue reading

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