Tomorrow night I will be attending a public play party for the first time in two years. Â The last time I went to the Seattle Center for Sex Positive Culture (nee The Wetspot), I was triple topped in a powerful scene that left me crying my eyes out in much needed release.
Between now and then I’ve gone through a dark time of depression, started and ended therapy, started transition, gotten legally married and taken on a new professional role with my company. Â I’ve had four new lovers and broken up with three of them.
I am about to go pack a bag for adventure. Â Tomorrow my boyfriend, Mal, will be coming up from Portland and we will go up to Seattle together. Â We’ve got a hotel room and a pretty good plan for the evening. Â We’ll be going to Blood, Sweat and Queers. Â It’s the first time for Mal, the first time in two years for me. Â Also, I will be topping publicly for the first time. Â Mal will be there as my boy and I could not be prouder or more excited.
We have talked about what we want to do and how we want to do it. Â We have our outline, our expectations, our hopes. Â We have a lot of ideas. Â We’re both excited and nervous, each wanting to please the other.
We might do everything we’ve planned for. Â We may do none if it and write a completely new script by the time we get there. Â No matter what, I know that we’ll enjoy each other and our new adventure will be a success. Â This is a new beginning for both of us.
And damn, it’s gonna be hot.
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