Tomorrow night I will be attending a public play party for the first time in two years. The last time I went to the Seattle Center for Sex Positive Culture (nee The Wetspot), I was triple topped in a powerful scene that left me crying my eyes out in much needed release.
Between now and then I’ve gone through a dark time of depression, started and ended therapy, started transition, gotten legally married and taken on a new professional role with my company. I’ve had four new lovers and broken up with three of them.
I am about to go pack a bag for adventure. Tomorrow my boyfriend, Mal, will be coming up from Portland and we will go up to Seattle together. We’ve got a hotel room and a pretty good plan for the evening. We’ll be going to Blood, Sweat and Queers. It’s the first time for Mal, the first time in two years for me. Also, I will be topping publicly for the first time. Mal will be there as my boy and I could not be prouder or more excited.
We have talked about what we want to do and how we want to do it. We have our outline, our expectations, our hopes. We have a lot of ideas. We’re both excited and nervous, each wanting to please the other.
We might do everything we’ve planned for. We may do none if it and write a completely new script by the time we get there. No matter what, I know that we’ll enjoy each other and our new adventure will be a success. This is a new beginning for both of us.
And damn, it’s gonna be hot.
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