Something We Don’t Talk About Much: Scuzzy Cock

There’s something I don’t see talked about much, probably because other people have better sense than I do.  The topic of discussion is grungy old cocks. Sometimes the cure to grungy cock syndrome is to drop it in a pot of boiling water.  Some cocks will not respond well to that treatment, however.

For example, packing cocks are made of a lovely, silky-soft silicone with a very realistic look and feel… realistic look depending on your natural skin tone and/or it being under your briefs/shorts/boxers/etc.  That same soft pliable nature is also the source of your packy’s undoing.  They are absorbent, which means if you pack next to your body, over time they will absorb all sorts of .. er, liquids and such from your intimate personal areas, and we won’t go further into that except to say, the smells stick around after a while.  They also pick up color from your clothing and packing pouch, if you use one.  Since I wear a lot of dark briefs and my packing pouch is black, my cocks tend to take on a gray/black cast after awhile.  Packies should be washed with mild soap and warm water, dried thoroughly and then dusted with cornstarch.  After washing and drying, the surface will be a bit tacky, the cornstarch gives it a more skin-like silky texture.  And, I would be remiss if I didn’t say this now: do not use talcum powder, as it has been linked to cervical cancer.  Also, you wouldn’t want talcum in your mouth, so if have thoughts of oral sex with your fluid bonded partner(s), make sure your cock is up for that, so to speak.

All the tender care in the world will not prevent the eventual decline of your flaccid friend.  I recently had to retire my trusty packer, it had become a dingy grey that I could not wash away, plus it has some distinct deformations as well as a definite right leaning bias.  It also had also shrunk considerably.   When I held it next to a new one of the same size, it was smaller by maybe a fifth.  I washed it up and put it in the cornstarch bag and put a newer one in service.

And this is where we go from practical considerations to emotional ones.  What does one do with one’s scuzzy old packing penis when it is no longer in service? I suppose that depends on your relationship with your packer.  If it’s an accessory you use sometimes, for fun or when you’re in the mood, you may not have any emotional attachment to it, it may go into the garbage along with the other stuff you’re not using anymore.  However, if you’re like me, and this specially shaped lump of silicone is something more than just a product or possession.  When I’m packing, it’s my cock, a part of my body as much as my feet and hands.  It alters my center of gravity, provides me with visual and sensory confirmation of my gender.  I feel literally less complete when I’m not packing.  And with this particular cock, there is a lot of sentimental and sexual history associated with it.  This is the cock Roxy pierced with a Prince Albert during a scene with our friend Arron at The Citadel during the Folsom Street Fair.  My lover has groped, rubbed and sucked this cock resulting in both of us getting off.  This cock has seen me through a lot of stressful times, wonderful triumphant moments and every day life.

All this is to say that when it comes time to retire a packing cock, I don’t feel like I can just drop it in the trash.  I don’t know what I’m going to do with this old one, but for now it’s going to live in a box under my bed.  I figure I must not be the only person who develops an emotional attachment to their packers, so if you’re one of them, please let me know, how do you deal with the changing of the guard?

 

If you’ve been putting off dealing with your scuzzy old cock, here are a few links to check out… the Mr. Right packerthe Soft Pack…  the Mr. Right Packing Strap … the basic Packing Pouch (<– this is what I use)

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