I miss you guys, my readers. Â I also miss words, writing them, savoring them in my mind before rattling them out through my keyboard. Â I’ve been busy, that’s nothing new, but lately it’s been .. just hard. Â I seriously concentrate on one day at a time because if I consider all the stuff I’m going to do this week, I’ll feel overwhelmed.
I wanna get back into the rhythm of posting and getting your comments and feedback. Â I miss this and I have things to share and ponder in print. Â Life is kinda a pig lately, taking all I have and coming back with hands outstretched. Â I’ve been spending a lot of time physically and mentally helping my parents pack up their belongings — emptying my childhood home — in order to turn it over to a stranger and move to the other side of the state. Â They’ve been here for me, and I for them, for all my 47 years. Â I’m in a state of slow shock over how much this changes my life and how much of the emotional geography of my youth is being bulldozed over by this change. Â Sigh. Â There are a lot of tears threatening to splash down over that. Â We’ll get to that soon, I hope, there’s a lot to explore in those emotions and my reactions to them.
My immediate family of wife and daughters is very busy and it doesn’t seem like my wife and I get much time to sit and just be. Â We’re all doing well, on the whole, and with my new job situation (yes, must share that soon), we should be doing well financially for the forseeable future.
And, very happily, I have a flight to look forward to, or, well, not the flight so much as the destination. Â And who will be waiting for me at the destination. Â My sweet lover, Roxy, who can relate to the feeling that life is becoming crushingly complex and demanding. Â We will be doing family things with her kids, but also getting some very much needed quality alone time. Â Just thinking about the reality of kissing her sends me into swooning fantasies…
Ok, so that’s me and some of the blur my life has become lately. Â What’s going on with all of you? Â I promise to come back soon and tell you some stories. Â Take care.
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