Monthly Archives: June 2011

This body wasn’t made for me

Posted on June 29, 2011 by Kyle

This body wasn’t made for me not made to fit not made to order For this body to fit all of me it would be a rarity a sight to see   I know I’m not alone in suffering from … Continue reading →

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Reader Inspired: Femme Dilemma

Posted on June 29, 2011 by Kyle

Reader Amber offered this as inspiration: Here’s a scenario prompt for you that has absolutely, totally nothing to do at all with my life: Femme sees cute butch across the way. Butch sees Just Another Straight Girl. Femme dilemma ensues. … Continue reading →

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fistful of tequila

Posted on June 28, 2011 by Kyle

Fistful of tequila  Self-confidence wadded up in my pocket Steady my wits Steady my nerves Screw up my courage  Square my shoulders Look life straight in the eye Ok you motherfucker Bring it  

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Apologies, Amends and Thankfulness

Posted on June 28, 2011 by Kyle

I’ve done a lot of emotional vomiting lately, all over my blog, all over your screens.  I appreciate y’all putting up with it, it’s helped me to get it all out.  However, I think it’s time to put on my … Continue reading →

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how we ‘de-stress’

Posted on June 27, 2011 by Kyle

In order to come down out of an emotional shit storm of stress and fear, Casey uses a combination  of guided meditation and word-spewing (have ya noticed the word count lately?). In order to calm Kyle’s shit, either liberally beat … Continue reading →

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Fear, pass through me, leave me open for Love

Posted on June 27, 2011 by Kyle

A good friend sent me this quote, from Dune, which means double bonus points for the sci fi reference: LITANY AGAINST FEAR I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will … Continue reading →

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Stress points

Posted on June 27, 2011 by Kyle

My life is not a calm pool in a cool forest by any means.  Most of the time my life is a cross-roads of multiple surging currents threatening to take my feet out from under me.  I’m usually pretty good … Continue reading →

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thank you

Posted on June 26, 2011 by Kyle

Quite a few of you have sent me emails asking for the password for this morning’s post.  Along with that request, you’ve sent me support and encouragement.  Long time readers, who haven’t introduced themselves through comments, took time to let … Continue reading →

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Reading sexy at SEAF

Posted on June 26, 2011 by Kyle

It’s been a few weeks now, but I still get buzzy and excited when I think about my experience at the Seattle Erotic Art Festival this year. As exciting as it was to have one of my short stories, Asphalt*, … Continue reading →

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about password protected posts

Posted on June 26, 2011 by Kyle

I posted something this morning and made it password protected.  First time I’ve ever done that, but probably not the last.  I’m feeling a bit raw lately.  Needing to vent some emotions but not wanting them to be visible to … Continue reading →

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